I still can't believe that Jose will be leaving again for Iraq so soon. I try not to think about it but it is becoming very real to me and hard to avoid anymore. I know this is going to be the hardest deployment yet, and I hate that the kids have to go with out their dad for so long. Poor Autumn has had to do this twice already and it doesn't get any easier for her. I think I worry so much because I will be having another baby, I don't know how I will manage three on my own two being under 2. I will be doing a lot of praying that is for sure! It's weird to think that once this deployment is done Jose and I will have spent over 3 years apart, that is more than a quarter of our marriage! I hope there is an end in sight soon. I will have to take each day at a time and try not to get overwhelmed. I know it will be ok in the end, it is just so hard to see that from this point.
It really stinks when they leave! Mike had to go again when we got here, I was pregnant with Amadeus and was serving as the R.S. Pres.That was really hard on me. You are a strong woman and I know you will pull through! You Rock!
ReplyDeleteI did not know that Mike had gone again. Where did he go and how long was he gone for? I know I will do it I just hate not being able to know how it will all work out. I am a worry wart!
ReplyDeleteIt was Yuki's 10th bday. Yeah Mike had Gone for 6 months. He wasn't going to go and then halfway through they changed there mind. I think he was somewhere in Baghdad in the green zone? I am such a worry wart also. When will you know the sex of the baby?
ReplyDeleteOh well when I went in for the ultrasound they realized I was 3 weeks earlier then they had thought. So instead of being 19 weeks I was 16 weeks. The ultrasound tech said it is better to tell at 17 weeks+ but that from what he could see it looked like a girl. I really think it is a girl. I am excited, that is what me and Autumn were hoping for. I really like the name Madelyn, Jose not so much but that is what I am rooting for. I liked Addison but it seems so popular right now.
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